A time of New Begninnings.

Sitting here tonight thinking about last Easter and how happy I was that Boyd was in our lives. It was a new beginning for both of us. He spent all of Easter with my whole family. It was such a beautiful and fun day. I remember my grandma and my aunts telling me how cute he was and that he was a keeper. I knew he was from the moment I met him. We both knew. Our hearts and souls connected like something I've never experienced.  I miss him so much. Holiday's are always so hard... Sometimes I still ask why.. Why after all the heartache that  we had both experienced in our lives... did we finally find happiness, find each other just for him to pass away... but then I get to remind myself that I was the luckiest girl in the world to even spend a year with him. He was the love of my life. I've never felt so loved.. or loved someone so much.  We fit 10 years into a year and I am so glad we did all the things we did. He was an open, loving, honest, courageous, inspiring, beautiful, powerful, giving, man of God.  He taught me what love really looked like.  He taught me how to live again.. and what Living really looked like.  I am so grateful to him. I will never take another moment for granted. I will love with everything I have. I will be the woman I was created to be.. a beautiful, compassionate, loving courageous woman of light. I will serve my life purpose with grace and passion.  I will live like i never have before.
Since Boyd passed I've been drawn to the sunrises and sunsets.They have been so healing for me. The sunset for me symbolizes healing.. it reminds me that I've made it through another day and how beautiful life really is. Every ending is just the start of a new beginning.
  The sunrise reminds me that with each new day comes new strength, new courage, and a new start.  Tomorrow with Easter coming is another time of New Beginnings.. a reminder of the light of a new day.... a new day to resurrect  life with passion, purpose and happiness to share with the world. I choose to honor Boyd by being a light in the world.